Posted on Monday 7 September 2009
*CLICK TO PLAY* Selena – Dreaming Of You *CLICK TO PLAY*
My dearest wife
I love you so very very much, far more than I could explain in these letters. And right now I am missing you so much it hurts, and I will miss you for every second while you are gone, with all my heart and more. Each and every day I dream about that day, the day that I will always be with you again, and then we will have a new dream a dream one where I can make your dreams come true. But for now I can only dream about seeing you. The pain I have without you is so hard to bear, it feels as though my heart has been pulled out of my chest and is no longer there, I feel lost and alone, since that day in July my whole world is upside down and inside out. It feels like an eternity since we were living together as we should. Each and every day my eyes cry just to see you, my lips hunger for the taste of your lips, my arms long to hold you tight and pull you close to me and my heart how it does ache for you.
From that first moment we met I was caught in your spell, I thought you looked amazing, there you were this beautiful girl, but yet so sad with tears in your eyes that night. I wanted to hold you then you know, to make the tears go away, to make you smile.
It did not take long for me to realize that you were the one that I had been searching for all my life. The one I need right to the end. Being in love with you has changed my life. Just ask anyone who knew me before. And as each day comes and goes you mean more and more to me. Our life together is very special and I would not change it for anything in the world. Who needs riches when I have you? With you I am the richest man in the world. Together we make up a family that I am proud of. When you tell me that you love me it feels so good, there is no feeling as good as knowing that you love me or as precious as each second that we get to spend together nor as incredible as spending all night long with you wrapped so tight in my arms, just to wake to that beautiful smile of yours. You really are the girl of all my dreams and to have you in my life makes me the luckiest man alive. In you I have found my best friend, my lover, my soul mate, my wife. I need you, I want you, I love you, and this will never change for the rest of my life. I miss you so much just now, I can’t describe how much I miss being with you. Sometimes when I miss you like this I close my eyes and try to imagine you near to me.
I look forward to that special day yet to come, the day where that one hello will last a lifetime and I can forget about the goodbyes that are so painful. That day when we will become a family again, never to be parted. I love you so very much my dear wife.
All my love now and forever
Your loving husband x x x x x x x